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Thanks & Finally

Yesterday on the way to my pain psychiatrist we got the call from my surgeon's office. Alright the surgeons are convinced enough that insurance is convinced enough that this is a medical & not dental problem. Then in my required psychiatrist's office I totally melted. I haven't cried like that in a long time, like when my brother was murdered. I have been waiting and waiting and Melinda and we have slowly been running out of sanity.

I know it might not seem like much to some of you having your cheek bones, entire upper jaw, leg bone and muscles and skin removed. Having to pull hair out of your mouth just about every other day. Laying in bed so long your muscles atrophy & you can't walk. Your son runs away from you cause your face scares the hell out of him. I have to go now but I want you to know that I'm really really happy this is finally showing an ending thanks to you and everything you've done.

I'll post more real soon. I will have seven more months to heal before its all over but at least now I'll just resemble a Felony Flats Tweaker and less monstrous. Now before you go saying "oh no you're beautiful" just remember I deal with many different people and little kids daily and they uh, can be very honest.

I love you all and thank you too for the monetary donations they really help more than I anticipated. Keep it coming. Also we'll likely need help with the the store- no one is there now, I had a pre-op at 10:30 my ride broke down on the way so reschedule for 2:30 today. Empty store on a busy day... no good. My operation is set for Monday and I can't think anywhere near it. Phew. I'm terrified!